Brain hurts, muscles burn, heart aches...

I have almost finished my summer classes. I have one day to go. I already finished my two history classes. Got an A in both of them. I am hoping for a C in my Biology class, just enough to transfer the credit. So with the summer classes coming to an end i have been putting some time into my books (i am still trying to write two!) I have also been trying to put time and energy into 3rd Place. It is difficult to juggle so many things at the same time.

Last week I went to a job interview for a job I don't really even want. I sent a resume to a facility in Xenia about a month ago. I got a call for an interview. I always do pretty well with interviews. In fact, I have never had an interview that was not followed up with an offer. This interview was no exception, it went really well and after less than 20 minutes the interviewer explained that he would be forwarding my information to his superintendent for a follow up interview. I was called yesterday and scheduled another interview for next Friday.

Here is the interesting part: i don't know that i want the job. With class scheduled for the fall and subsequent quarters after that, I have a pretty structured schedule. And 3rd Place is on Monday nights. To be honest there are few options that they could offer me that would be totally beneficial.

Add to the scheduling the fact that I have a disease the i will have for the rest of my life and it developed while with my current job. I don't know much about insurance, but i do know what a pre-existing condition is.

This all rests heavily on my heart and mind. I also had a couple fillings this week and scheduled a root canal for next week. I hate going tot he dentist. That is stressful enough.

My heart has been heavy lately too. I am nearing my 7th anniversary with my wife, Michelle, and although we still love each other very much, we are both honest in admitting that there are areas of our marriage that could use some improving. So I am dedicating myself to being and becoming the man and husband that I can be. We started working out together. In fact today , i ran 2.75 miles on the cross trainer. I have been climbing on tuesdays as well. I know that a physically fit body can lead to an emotionally fit person.

Well that's it in a nutshell. I will try to post again soon. Thanks for reading!!!

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