Update: Crisis of Faith is Over (for now)

Many of you know that I have been struggling with my faith for the past few months. Well, for now that struggle has subsided. I feel that I am stronger now more than ever. My doubt led me to search for truth, and I found that truth in the life of Christ. I am still a struggling follower, but I am trying to model myself after Jesus' example. To love, not hate; to befriend, not turn away; to help, not hinder. I am trying to live the life that I have faked for 15 years. It's not easy. But I feel that the smile on my Father's face is worth the sacrifices I will have to make. Continue to pray for me. I still need to repair the damage that has been done to my "spiritual reputation." Apparently it's frowned upon to question and doubt. So I must pay the necessary restitution that I might once again be looked upon with trust and respect from my fellow followers.

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